TTC Baby #2 Update

My update kind of is a non-update in that nothing is going on at this exact point in time. After waiting over a month for an appointment with an RE I found out it wasn't covered by our insurance (just days before the appointment, of course). I had also been doing research into what tests/procedures an RE generally recommends. After reading up on it I felt in my heart of hearts that we aren't ready for that next step. I really would like to try Clomid at least a few more cycles.

So I cancelled the appointment, which would have been today, and now have one scheduled with a new OB/GYN (since the one I liked at my previous practice retired). At that time I'll see what the new doctor recommends and go from there. That won't be until March 5th. In the meantime I'm trying to remain hopeful that this will happen for us. There are moments when I feel like I will never be pregnant again, but then there are other times I can sense another little soul making its way to us with every fiber of my being. Time will tell...

A ladybug flew into the car this afternoon and landed on my hand...

...I pray that's the sign of luck I need it to be.